Friday, September 7, 2012

HAVE BEEN THINKING

I have a few blogs – one I was using to participate in special programs—one for my art—one for my every day life—one for poetry----well so many and I really cannot keep up with any of them. I also have discovered that I really need to remove my blog from face book networking---at first I thought was  a great idea  that would be for exposure for my blog but I am now discovering that there are certain people that I could careless if they ever read my blog again. I have felt myself give and give and have cared and been concerned and have tried to utmost to be supportive yet NOTHING in return----and not that i really did anything for anything in return---but human decency makes it pretty easy to just say hey – Hi there and I care…..!!!!

As you can tell this is my bitch session---I rarely have them but when I do I really tend to go just ramble on about the things that ticked me off. But to be honest the point of me writing this was to try and figure out what i am going to do with some many blogs and not enough time to keep up with them.

So for now (unless something else inspires or motivates me) I am going to use this blog “The Crazy Life” as my everything blog—to bitch – complain – share – show what I am doing in my art – tell off people – write about events in my life – well you get the idea---now if this should turn people off----OH WELL----as my father would say-Don’t let the door hit you where the Good Lord Split you”.

If you stay---well bless your heart---you just might like the new format---the new me---the new ideas I will be throwing out there. You just never know. I still don’t know how often I will keep up with the blog – but now that most of everything will be combined—I think it will feel more complete and flow better and perhaps even be more interesting!

So for now---PEACE---Love Those Around You—Life Is Short!!!!
pink heart sky

 

Monday, September 3, 2012

HAPPY LABOR DAY

Just wanted to post a pic of my daughters dog ... Shows the kind of day we had .


Tuesday, August 14, 2012

MY COMPANION

In the time I have been on my so called sabbatical----I became even more dependent on our rotties—since I was home all the time with them---they were my company---along the way---we lost two for different reasons---however recently we lost my rottie----the one I picked just for me---the one that I snuggled with and talk to and played with and snuck french fries to you---My beloved Athena--

ATHENA xmas

The above picture was taken this past Xmas-----she had the most gentle of spirit---so loving---so faithful—and just melted my heart.
Everyone who met her----fell in Love---just the Best Companion.
I guess her time came-----she laid down—her breathing was a bit labored---and just closed her eyes and was gone. I am still not over it. I miss her beyond words---My Companion---My Athena---Strong—Loving---so very Faithful----just breaks my Heart.

Thanks for Reading/listening---PEACE

Saturday, August 4, 2012

A PEEK AT MY ART

HELLO CATS

I mentioned yesterday that I have been working on ideas --- touching bases back with my art…. So I thought I would show you a piece I recently finished---would love feedback if you want…

BIG ORANGE FLOWERS RS1

I Love how bright the flowers are----I digitally painted this using a mouse only-----I am still very critical of myself because i really don’t want to make mistakes—but i am learning to move with the mistakes----and be happy with them.

I seem to be drawn to painting flowers----so that is where I am happiest right now---and that gives me the motivation to keep moving forward with it!!!!

Again – Thanks For Stopping By---PEACE!!!

ELLIECARTAG

Friday, August 3, 2012

I AM BACK!!!!

hello watery

WOW- Over 18 months I have been gone. I would apologize but to be honest-I am not sorry. I needed a total break from everything. From always feeling like I had to blog to creating art to keeping my face book up to date etc etc etc.

It has NOT BEEN EASY at all---have gone through some devastating loses in my family that have tore up my heart—to watching my grandchildren grow—to praying that my son stays safe in afgan—to getting over some major health issues—to learning to deal with many fears…I could go on and on but why bore anyone.

Slowly but surely some creative ideas have been stirring about-and I am slowly moving forward with them.

In the last 18 months—i have learned to notice how beautiful the day can be….how beautiful it is to hear my kids call me and say “I Love You”…..I have learned to become very comfortable with just me being at home….I have learned that I am getting older but it is a good thing. I guess I have used the last 18 months for self-reflection and it has helped me be okay with me a bit more…I needed that.

I may blog tomorrow or I may not----it just depends on what the day brings me---and truly I am ok with that.
I have missed so many people tho---that I do regret---but I needed this time for me—if I did not have it----I am sure I would be a mental case by now… that was the road i was heading down on.

I hope Life has treated you all well and that you are Blessed!!
I know I am!! "
We Will Talk Again Soon---PEACE!!!
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Tuesday, January 11, 2011

VISITNG FAMILY

How has the New Year started off  for you?  Are you keeping any of those resolutions you made?  I will be totally honest here – NOPE – I have not even begun my resolutions….well not true – I am working on my word for the year – SPIRITUAL… but I am not down to a routine yet – that makes me crazy!

Last weekend my son and daughter were able to visit my Mom down south (about 4 hours from us)…she had some things for us to pick up and it was the perfect time for the kids to visit and spend some time with her.
I told my daughter to take some pics – so I will share a couple:

My Mom
She has a smile that lights up my life….it makes my heart sing when I see her smile….I soooooo Love it!!

This is one of my favorites – My Son  AJ walking down a corridor with my Mom (his Nana) just talking….I so love it!! It just says love and dreamy to me.

As soon as my daughter uploads the pics of her with my mom I will show you all that one….I know my mom had a great time seeing the kids.
So my daughter uploaded a few pics of the grandkids….so I am showing you all the latest one…she did upload also a video of the babies crawling – OMG…I began to cry…my son on the tape is calling her name and she is doing her best to get to me…she even at one point reaches out her hand to touch him…so very cool – I cried..if I can figure out how to download it from facebook and upload it here I will.


Seeing my grandbabies faces just fills me with such joy….they are just toooooo cute!! She can really hold her head up now – too cool!
My grandson just turned 3 last saturday….getting so big…and what a ham….LOL

So – I think I have pretty much updated you all on what is happening here….I hope if you all live with the snow and ice is plentiful – please stay warm – snuggle with someone or something you love….the cold again is going to hit the sunshine state tomorrow – so it is time to put the sweat pants and sweat shirts on again…I never thought I would ever say that living in Florida but it is true!!

THANK YOU for stopping by…I so appreciate the support…remember to HUG those you LOVE…because you are only guaranteed this one moment-now!

PEACE-