Thursday, September 20, 2012


It is a busy month for birthdays-----My Baby---my lil girl turned 23 yesterday-----geeeeez!!!!
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I remember the day she was born and how terrified I was that I was a new mommie.
She has been a fighter since the day she was born—She has a heart that is huge and full of compassion. She is sharp….has a killer sense of humor and so VERY creative!!!! Her talent just amazes me—she truly completes my life---she is the reason that I Was Born!!!

She truly does not ask for much and is very comfortable with herself and her world. She is very picky about her friends---when she first meets people she is shy---but once she gets to know them she is extremely outgoing and is not afraid to say exactly what is on her mind.

I am so proud of the young woman she has become---so proud that she enjoys life and lives it her way…I truly hope and pray that ALL HER DREAMS AND WISHES COME TRUE----


Sunday, September 16, 2012


I just wanted to wish my brother a very HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
Although we are not as close as I truly wish we were—I still hope his day is amazing!!!

He is a man of great talent---really smart---very dedicated to his family---and just someone who works and is not afraid of hard work.

I like listening to him---his ideas---how he feels about the world around him----I can never get enough.
But the bottom line is I truly hope all his wishes and dreams come true!!! He deserves it all!


I will call him up tonight---to wish him well----which is a sort of tradition between us---again HAPPY BIRTHDAY EDDIE---I love ya!!


Thursday, September 13, 2012


I have never been one to discuss politics (perhaps with the exception with family members) but I have found that discussing politics or religion brings out the best and worst in people….so I avoid that added stress.

I feel compelled right now though to say that I am tired of hearing people complain about what they do and do not like about both Obama and Romney. If  you do not like how the government is doing things—how our nation is moving ---then VOTE DAMMIT…put your vote where your mouth is. You voted these people in or you will be----from local sheriffs to county commissioners to mayors, governors,senators,house of representatives, to the president------VOTE VOTE VOTE VOTE VOTE----vote for what you want ---let your vote speak for you---write letters to your government officials telling them you don't like what they are doing and if they don't fix it you will use that powerful tool you have and help vote them out….DO IT!!! I DARE YOU TO DO IT!!!
---write letters---start a blog and express what you think and feel--- write a letter to the editor of your newspaper—express your feelings—DO SOMETHING!!!


Personally the last election and this election—I am just not into either candidate—I can no longer tell where the lies begin and end and if the truth is somewhere in there----I do know That Obama made one statement when he first became President visiting another country apologizing for the American people and how arrogant we are---that one statement will get me to vote for the other candidate---I could not believe he said it and I will never forget it---

I am to the point that the commercials are garbage as far as politicians are concerned---do your own research----read---ask questions---and use your voice and VOTE---if you don't vote you have absolutely no right to bitch—if you don't do something to change what you don't like-you have no right to bitch---so again I DARE YOU ---DO SOMETHING AND VOTE!!!

Love Those Around You……..PEACE

Wednesday, September 12, 2012

Tuesday, September 11, 2012


First and foremost----I WILL NEVER FORGET…..

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Today always makes me sad---just all that pain and insanity and loss---

Every day I have been spending a bit of time working on my digital painting and have finished another piece that i really like this time around---let me know what you think……


The painting makes me happy----so that gives me the motivation to just keep on going!!!!

Life again has become too chaotic here---the house is under construction and I am at the point I dont even want to live here anymore----I am so hoping some prayers get answered and all this gets fixed---it is just a mess!!!  I just wanted to say a quick hello and fill you all in on what is going on---be back soon—I promise!!!

Remember to LOVE those around you-----PEACE!!!!!

Friday, September 7, 2012


I have a few blogs – one I was using to participate in special programs—one for my art—one for my every day life—one for poetry----well so many and I really cannot keep up with any of them. I also have discovered that I really need to remove my blog from face book networking---at first I thought was  a great idea  that would be for exposure for my blog but I am now discovering that there are certain people that I could careless if they ever read my blog again. I have felt myself give and give and have cared and been concerned and have tried to utmost to be supportive yet NOTHING in return----and not that i really did anything for anything in return---but human decency makes it pretty easy to just say hey – Hi there and I care…..!!!!

As you can tell this is my bitch session---I rarely have them but when I do I really tend to go just ramble on about the things that ticked me off. But to be honest the point of me writing this was to try and figure out what i am going to do with some many blogs and not enough time to keep up with them.

So for now (unless something else inspires or motivates me) I am going to use this blog “The Crazy Life” as my everything blog—to bitch – complain – share – show what I am doing in my art – tell off people – write about events in my life – well you get the idea---now if this should turn people off----OH WELL----as my father would say-Don’t let the door hit you where the Good Lord Split you”.

If you stay---well bless your heart---you just might like the new format---the new me---the new ideas I will be throwing out there. You just never know. I still don’t know how often I will keep up with the blog – but now that most of everything will be combined—I think it will feel more complete and flow better and perhaps even be more interesting!

So for now---PEACE---Love Those Around You—Life Is Short!!!!
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Monday, September 3, 2012


Just wanted to post a pic of my daughters dog ... Shows the kind of day we had .